Who am i? July 28, 2008

If im to stand next to the nearest mirror, and ask “Mirror mirror on the wall.. who is the fairest of them all?”

The mirror would reply

“As If!!!

You? with your short temper? with your crazy life? with your restlessness? with your baaaaaaaad eating habits? you do not even eat like a normal human being… just too much junk and ice cream… and tons of coffee? Where is the beauty sleep..? what about that nagging? U want to retire cause you hate waking up in the morning? Well Excuse MEEEEE … cut down on the coffee and you might sleep earlier rather than staying up all night long watching showtime o reading books, making your husband mad!!! and this mind of yours? The one that obsessing and thinking and analyzing to the extent that you are almost a maniac? Have you caught yourself on tape lately? oooh boy yes ur right! You talk to your self looking crazy to every one else! And why oh please tell me why can’t you just accept whats out there and be submissive like every one else? Your are not a sheep in a herd you say? Well, thank you very much i didn’t think you were a sheep when i reflected your image… but u do seem very yellow and tired from all the fighting you do 24/7 trying to live the way you want and correct the perspective of every one around you!!! Now, please go bother someone else…”

Ok im sorry i asked.. just to elaborate more, i am a q8y girl, an 80’s child and a 90’s teenager, i am fat, plain and simple, i  have been discriminated against, put down, fought with, by many jealous people and realtives. But you know what?

It got me where i am today. I am a strong willed person and i know exactly what i am o where im going. I live my life the way i want to live it, the way it suits me and not others. I urge you all to do the same and go with your heart. So that 20-30 years down the road, if allah 3a6ana 3omor, you wont look back sadly saying “Had i done that, would my life been different now?”

No time for regrets… il 3omor mashee…

Cheers

*P.S. plz note that the about page changes according to my mood… fa check me out again to find out more or less…

*P.S. #2 ooh ok here is my email